2004-03-01 - 10:45 a.m.

My friend, my back, my FIRST!
I think I have a lot to report on today. Not sure where to begin. HMMMMMMMMM......

Ok lets start here. My very best friend Kirsten, the same best friend I hardly ever see cause she is so busy with work or her new boyfriend calls me yesturday and tells me she is pregnant. She is happy her boyfriend is happy so I guess I am happy to. I am happy but still sad that I never get to see her. She has promised to get together with me this week some time but we will see how that goes.

Ok time for health report update. I am now off work for another 4 weeks. I have a specialist appointment not sure when yet they are to call me with it. My doctor has warned me that this specialist does not have a very good bedside manner and that I should probably be aware of this. I have started to fall into a depression from not working, from dealing with this unrelenting pain. I hardly sleep and when I do I toss and turn cause I can't get comfortable. As a result my doctor put me on yet another medication. Amitriptyline 10mg..... USES: This medication is used to treat depression, obsessive-compulsive disorders, treat nerve pain, sleeping problems. Well I guess according to this I should be cured. It will cause drowsiness, dizziness, blurred vision. It also causes dry mouth and groggyness when you wake up in the morning. Great I am already not a morning person and this is going to make it even worse. Apparently I can take this with my flexeril. WOoohooo I could b flying high now. Who needs recreation drugs when I have the pharmacy at my disposal....JUST KIDDING!

On Friday I ran into an old boyfriend's email information. I was on a site and saw his name and it had his email address. This person isnt just an old boyfriend from the past couple years. This was my first love. We dated for two years in highschool. After we broke up I jumped into my relationship with my ex husband. In some way I have always thought of my first love. I love his family, specially his dad. I liked his mom but didnt respect how she treated her kids specially my man at times.

So anyways I emailed him and asked if he was who I thought and he is. We have been emailing each other all weekend. He is now married, has been for three years and has a gorgeous baby boy. He sent me pics and man does the baby ever look like him. Blue eyes and chubby cheeks. He really has done well for himself. I never doubted that he wouldn't do well. Now he is living in Oakville owns a big house a couple dogs and four vehicles one being a corvette. Anyways I will keep you posted on everything. Maybe I'll tell a few cute stories from when I dated my first boyfriend. I will refer to my first boyfriend as THE FIRST! I'll check back later.

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