I went to the doctor today for my monthly update. Well my back has not improved much at all. So I'm off work for another month, Surprise Surprise. I will not be seeing the specialist again as he hurts me so bad everytime I do. Thats all I have to say about my back. Everyone already knows its sore and nothing has changed.
Been playing the stupid Sims Online game. It is actually pretty good. It helps pass my time during the day when I'm home alone. Made quite a few new friends. One is actually coming up to Ottawa next month, she already had this trip planned before we met online so we are gonna go out for lunch one day. Her and I have a few things in common. One is her love for animals, she rescues animals and then finds home for them. She calls her pets her kids. I dont rescue animals as I wouldnt have the heart to let them go, however I do view my pets as my kids. Secondly she can't have children and will never be able to have children, as it stands now I cant have kids but, it is possible for me to someday, so far. So I understand her frustration and disappointment and she understands mine.
On a funny note my cats have decided that the halogen desk light is their new tanning bed. When im at my desk and have the desk lamp turned on they are instantly on the desk sunning themselves under the hot lamp...Silly Silly cats.
On another note THE MAN is definatly moving in and giving his notice to his landlord this week. WOOHOO Im excited can you tell. Its funny I thought I had loved my ex-husband but after meeting THE MAN and loving him I can say it definatly wasnt love I felt for my ex. I know I love THE MAN with everything I am. I would do anything for him. Its a feeling I have never experienced, I came close to it with my first boyfriend. However there is just something stronger and something deeper with THE MAN.
He fills me up, he patches together all my broken pieces, he is my key, my rock, and my heart. THE man is my safe spot, my frustration outlet and my shoulder to cry on. He is my light that shows me the way. He is my EVERYTHING
Yesterday ||Tomorrow