I have to come back in about 4 weeks for another check up. Anyways, this whole thing is very psychologically draining. You never realize how much commercials affect you untill you see 1000 food commercials and it makes you hungry and you know you can't have any of it. NOt that you shouldnt have any of it but that you literally and physically cant have it even if you want it. Yesturday we went to the movies to see Batman Begins. That was hard. My favorite snack is popcorn and I could have killed the guy behind me for just one popcorn it smelled so good and yet I know I cant have it. I wanted to cry. Anyway's I know in the end it will be all worth it and eventually I will be able to have some of it. I should get going I need to drink my protein shake and then we are going out. Take Care all.
Yesterday ||Tomorrow