Although THE MAN and I have a great relationship I want to feel like I can bitch about him when I need to without feeling like I have to put on a show that everything is 100% peachy all the time. Lord knows we have had our ups and downs and that's what makes a relationship work. You need the ups and downs otherwise I believe the relationship just becomes stale. Anyways knowing that she was reading this really did not give me the confidence or and anonymity required to write about some sensitive issues. I hope this explains why my diary is locked. I really wish I didn't have to lock it as I like when people read and learn from my experiences. They may not agree with what I have done or how I have done things but if anyone has ever read anything I wrote and took something away with them then I feel honored. I know that my experiences didn't just benefit me but others as well. I have been through a lot good and bad and I would love to share a bit more of myself with people who are curious. I want to go back to my old style of writting, not that I want to bitch complain and moan and groan abotu everything but I want to have that option available.
Anyways I hope everything is well and I will write again soon. I promise.
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